My Dear Wee ~~

Hi dear , after 10.25 you are going start your tiring journey loh.
You know ? Just know in the phone i realy got many things want to tell and ask ( I even wrote it all in a paper).
But you know , every time every phone call i made to you my i cant even use the script.
And you know? When we were talking , my tears had drop !!
I quickly pretend that i am coughing because i scare you heard my crying voice.
Ya my heart say 3 years very fast de but everyone have the same "thinking" actualy is long enough for us.
Damn !!! ( My tears are coming again)

I am not going to say "Sorry" & " Thanks" to you anymore because of " TFR ".
I am happy and glad that my dear you remember about "TFR".
I was so shock that , that day you use this word.
I will never say " Friends Forever" because you will only be my "DEAR" .
We meet because of "Faith".
We be friends because of our "Heart".
Remember !! Whatever you do must use your heart to do.
Everything will be ok and fine in the end .
Looking forward to see you in December !!! ( we go play play arr !!)
Have a nice trip my dear ............
"ONE WAY SMOOTH WIND" you teach de ....

放下不舍！！

看着你们一个一个的出国读书，真的有点不舍。
可是，不代表我不让你们走。
前途对我们来讲真的很重要。
就先忍一忍吧。
放下我们的友情。
放下所有的的不舍，就将完成我们的前途吧。
几年后，我们就能得到我们要的结果。
友情的背后本来就有很大的牺牲。
就先牺牲一下下吧。

祝你们前途无量

许下的承诺原来到最后没人会记得。

人呢，最讨厌的地方就是许下了承诺却做不到，也记不起。
如果是这样的结局，倒不如别答应也别许下承诺。
为什么突然那么讲？
这几天，实在是太得空了。
就在这几天，突然想起一件事。
记得在4年前，我给了好几位一个金黄色的一块硬币。
也说了一些话，我说这一块硬币现在不是你们的，在10年后一定要给我看，看了后才是他们的。
给他们的原应是为了以后记得对方的存在，也有一个借口见下对方。
可是，10年还没到他们竟然忘记了。
我不是生气，也不是在埋怨。
只是觉得年轻人真的不能轻易的许下承诺。
尤其是现在一对一对的情侣。
一旦许下了承诺，就要记得你许下了一个怎么样的承诺，和谁许的承诺？

我记得，在几个月前我也答应了一个人，在我开始工作时如果有能力的话我会买一架新的（XX）给她。
不知她自己还记得吗？
我讲得出一定做得到。

不知世上有多少个，真正能完成他们许下的承诺呢？
你？我？他/她？
没人知！！
希望从今天起你们别许下一个空头承诺。

在此也祝各位“情人节快乐”。

Feel tired in everythings !!!

Tired,tired,tired!!!!
I wana shout out all my things but i doesnt feel right here !!
I want some support from someone.
I want help from someone.
I want love from someone.
I want smile from someone.
I want happiness from someone.
I want apologise from someone.
I want everything that you all have.
I take things serious but you take it inserious.
What can i do !! Just feel tired to everythings now !!

你我的距离又远了！！

不知从几时开始，彼此的距离开始远了。
距离真的是我们之间的问题吗？
本人觉得是！！
距离真的是一个很大的问题！！
我计较我们彼此的关系是因为我注重我们的关系，而你却嫌我“烦”！！
心碎到不能再碎的阶段了。
在不行动，恐怕太迟了！！

This paragraph is true !!
I rise my hands and believe it !!!
But how many of you will rise your hand too ?

原来身边的每一位都让我大开眼界！！

到了今天，我才知道原来我身边原来有那么多位的朋友是那么“有钱”的。
在我身边的朋友，没十个都有九个都是“有钱”的，而剩下的那一个就是“我”这种家庭背景的人，说有钱不有钱，说没钱又不是。是中等的那种。
我从来没怨过，没怨过为什么我爸妈没钱。
没怨过，为什么我的家庭背景不能有钱一点。
没怨过，为什么老天要安排我到一个没钱的家庭！！
我很喜欢现在这个家！我爱我的家人！
我们虽然穷，可是我们穷得有骨气~~~ （抄的）

现在让我来讲讲我今天的行程。
今天只有一堂课，上课是（8am-10am）。
一放学我们就去交我们的assignment，然后就去吃点心+捞生。
原本我们都以为是AA式的，到最后是我一个朋友给。
吃完后，我们就到给钱那位朋友的家玩。

一到他家门口，我们的嘴巴全都开得大大的。
为什么？只是因为他家实在非常的大。
而且，大门前有个很大只的狗在门前。
进到他家时跟夸张，尽然有 pool table,karaoke 房，soccer table, sauna room, Wii,3 Psp ，N 架plasma Tv, PS2，Gim room , 妈妈的更衣室，主人房还有 Jaguci 。
这一切一切都让我们目瞪口呆了。
你有这样的朋友吗？
我就有啦！！
是件好事吗？
对我来说，我自己也不知!!
有人可以告诉我吗？

这只是第一位，后面还有跟多！！！
朋友你是吗？

Still cant even put down !!!

This year is 2nd year liao !!!
Why cant i put you all down and continue my life by my own ?
Am i taking things too hard ?
Whatever happen you all still my buddy right ?
Now all of us one by one are getting far and far to each other!!
Nobody knows what happen in the future but the only memories we know !!
Times realy fly very fast !!!
Do anyone know how many years that we know each other by now?
Do anyone know how we meet ?
Do anyone know how deep is our relationship?
Do anyone know how important you are in my heart?
Wow !!! Asking question again !!!
Just little thinking of my own !!!
Sometimes if only one off you take action and the other doesnt , it is an extra and stupid action you have taken !!!
Like people said one hand doest have sound !!!
I know not everyone can 100% be a good friend or a buddy but we have to try to be at least 99.9% right ?
Wahaha, do you agree this time ?
Am i thinking as a grown up now?
We meet is a kind of faith!!
We be friends is a kind of action !!
We think about each other is a kind of memories !!
Many of you are going out to continue your studies , all the best to all of you here !!
Wish we can meet few years later when we are out in the "International University" = "The World" !!!

Not feeling Well !!!

Feel very tired although just 2 hour class !!
Feel not very well this few days because i am having a bad cough !!!
Feel painful because of the swollen throat !!
Painful lah !!!!
I want mumy !!! mumy i miss you so so much leh !!!
Dady i want medicine !!!
Now dont have this kind of things happen on me !!!
Buy your own medicine and take it lah !!!
Take care yourself lah !!!

Wow !!! everythings disappear when we are older !!!
Haiz.. is it a good reason now?
Haha !!!