Every year de sickness is back !!!

Haiz, start sick again loh !!!
Why every year also like this de !!!
Realy every year also this few month sick de oh !!
What happen lah ..... I want to eat many things also cant eat because i am sick !!!
Very Cham lah !!!

Haiz... assignment haven start also ....
Dono how to do lah !!! who can teach leh?
I wana die d !!! Die Die Die

The First Day of Chinese New Year !!

Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!!
Happy Chinese New Year to all of you !!!!
Today was a great day but tired !!!
Last 2 days , clean my room and my mum room but unfortunenately hurt my arm (pain liao 2 days !!!
BUt little quiet here , little unconfortable because of it !!!
Jadi people de ah 4 and driver the whole day now finaly can relax sit in front of my cousin computer to relax...
HOpe that i can finish my assignment as soon as possible by this few days if not i realy die in it de loh !!! Have to study again .. haiz...... i wana shout out lah !!!!
But who knows what am i thinking leh ?
WHere is the guy that know me ?

Last day in KL before CNY !!!

YEay, will be flying back 2moro ...
Cant believe that !!!
Omg , have to wake up at 4.30am 2moro morning, because my flight is 7am i have to go airport 2 hours b4 the flight ..
My long journey is back again ... But like very " DAI ZHAN JIONG" !!!
Why i said like this is because 2 cars are coming to tawau to fetch 3 of us ...
Said is fetch us but the real reason is bring my england auntie to tawau to have a look .
7 am departure from kl LCCT,arrive tawau international airport at 10am.
After that depart from tawau and arrive Lahad Datu .....
4 and a half hours journey !!!
HAven start the journey , i feel very tired d !!!
Hope that this year CNY, i have a happy new year than last year....

WIsh all my friends Happy Chinese New Year!!!

New chinese calender is here and its going to change my "Life" !!

Although just little of you forgive me but i am happy ,because at least i try my best to get your forgiveness.
New chinese calender is roling towards us , that means there will be a new page coming through my life again. This year the "mouse" year is a year that i learn many things. Hope that the "OX" year i can learn more than that .

Learn to thanks people.
Learn to forgive people.
Learn to let go people.
Learn to appreciate people.
Learn to do things right.
Learn to think negatively.
Learn to be an aldult.
Learn to love someone that is worth to be love.
Learn to be a good girl.
Learn to be a good child.
Learn to be a good friend.
Learn to be a good student.
Learn whatever i wanted to learn in my life.

[Appreciate things are important, but sometimes when it is over , everythings turn to be "GAMEOVER" !!
Dont do things that you think that you can climb up to people head.
People feel that is a greedy action and stupid thinking .
Try to be smart but not sily , everything will be fine without stupid ideas and thinkings.]
THanks for the people that teach me all of these. This is the conclusion i made up .

B4 CNY , I want to say "sorry" !!

I want to say sorry to everyone for my foolish atitude.
I want to say sorry to my friends about those annoying Sms.
I want to say sorry for those childish thinking.
I want to say sorry for what i have done that is wrong in the pass.
I want to say sorry because i realy want to try hard to change myself.
I want to say sorry because i realy am a annoying friend.
I want to say sorry to you my dear friend that i am realy sorry .
I want to say sorry to you my dear family that i will try to change again and agian.
I want to say sorry of my idiot thinkings on you all.
I want to say sorry of pushing all the responsibility on you all.

I want you all to forgive me before Chinese New Year.

"Chia" Family is in bad luck !!

This few days many things happen on my family member...
The first was my 3rd uncle pass away on tuesday morning..
Yesterday , my 2nd uncle "Cirit Birit".
Today my 6th uncle fall down and hurt his back and the last my dad bang his head !!!
Everything just come too fast , i cant accept it ...
Dont know who is the next again .... it can be me or my family member again ...
Hope that after CNY all those back luck will be going away and doesnt come back again..
Shuh SHuh SHuh , get away from our family ...
We hate bad lucks..........

Even you are 1 of them !!!

From the begining i thought that you are special from them, but now i can call myself to believe that you are not ....
You realy make me so disapointed ...
When you are in trouble , you will find me ..
If nothing happen ,haah... i am just a tree that standing in front of your house...
If you need something to lean on you will find me as your tree or your wall..
And now when i need you to lean on , even your shadow you also bring away ...

真的不敢相信原来我一个知心朋友也没有！！
连你/妳也包括在内！！我看我要开始收回我对你们全部的承诺了，"Friends Forever" 我呸！！世界没有那么完美的事！我的朋友只有我自己！
回想起我以前真的很笨，尽然相信朋友大过亲人。

看来"BLOG"在也帮不了我了，记得第一天我开始写时真的很有用，都会有人来关心！
到了现在，写了等于没有写。
开始不想再写这些无聊的东西了！！
想和你/妳谈下天，你又不愿意！！
Haiz,心灰意冷了！实在太令我失望了！！

Lonely !!!!!

开始觉得一个人在房间里真的很孤单，想找人说下心事也没有！！
开始会像以前在宿舍，4个人一间房有说有笑得不知多么的开心.
开始想念我那班同房过的房友，想念我们以前在房间里做的每一件事。

到了现在，看见自己坐在一个小房间里只有那4面墙真的很孤单.

看看再那么“大”的房间里能做得了什么呢？

我又要开始我的歪思想了，记得有一个人每次都回来骂我，她每次都会说别想太多啦你！

我每次都回答：是啦是啦！！

可是你们试想下在哪一样的房间里，除了睡觉，上网，我还能做什么呢？

当一个人有太多的时间时，他一定会开始无思乱想的。

我现在就刚好达到那个时间了，开始觉得身边的朋友不知去了哪里？

他们为什么都不找我呢？当我需要它们时，他们一个都不会出现。

当我不需要它们时，他们偏偏便一大班来找我。

你说是老天爷在玩我吗？还是那些朋友玩我呢？

事到如今，我也只能在这发泄发泄。

发泄了也没人会管我，真是做人难！！！

我人生中的标点符号！！

我人生中的标点符号！！
人生说长不长，说短不短。
一转眼，我已经度过了18年的岁月！！
第19年在刚起步而已，希望这次得起步会有更多的回忆。
今天，想回忆一下我前六年的点点滴滴（所认识的好朋友或朋友）。

2003-2005( LD- SMC)
2003- Dana Ho
I know Dana since primary school but that time we just know each other name but not that good as we are in secondary school . But until end of the year don't know what happen to us our relationship become worst and worst . 2nd year , dana move over to kian kok to continue her study and me still studying in SMC . Until 2006, i meet here back in kk and we are friends again .

2004- Jossie Ng
I know Jossie since primary school too , the situation is same as dana . When 2nd year dana when over to kk , i start to find a friend and i had choosen jossie . But until the end of the year again , something happen between us again our relationship became broken once again . And until today , luckily we are friends again not a simple friend . We are good friends that can talk what ever we think .

2005- Yvonne Lim
Yvonne is a funny and cute girl , we know each other since we study in the same school in lahad datu but over friendship started in the year "2005". In the year , because i dont have a friend at all and i start my mission once again to find a new buddy friend. Yvonne was the choosen one. We are very very friends , can said like a couple but we are not lesbian dont think negatively lah . Why i said our relationship like couple because almost every night we will phone each othe and can said that what topic we also can talk about even can talk about our siblings. When 2005 is going to end , we make a decision to go over KK to continue our senior year together. The next year 2006, we realy when over to Kian kok Middle school to study. We stay in the school hostel and we stay in the same room too. But in this year, i am so idiot that i make a stupid decision ( Nobody knows except us) . I wanted to say sorry to you yvonne that i realy make a big mistake that mess up over relationship. I remember that a word that you use to describe me " 2 face people" . Yes, i can tell you that ,that year i realy is that kind of people because i realy dont know which side should i trust. But i can tell you that , from 2007 that year onwards my life has change because of that things happen on us. I want to say " sorry" to you again , hope that you realy forgive me . Our friendship will start on a new page again, Friendship will never end till the day we leave this world.

2006-2007 (KK- KKMS)
2006- Teo Chia Wee ( Jessie)
The most special friend that i ever meet . We know each other since january-02-2006, why i can remember that clear? Haha, this can be a long long story. We stay in the same room(hostel) , the room number is 4.2 . Not only the same room , the same bed too ( Double decker bed). Wee was a good student and almost the whole school know who is she , this is because she took part in many competition in school like speaking test and blur blur blur .....
At first , i dont even dare to talk to her because her face looks like very fierce like will eat people but after few months i realise that she is very friendly and a helpful person. She teach me maths and chinese when i doesnt know what is those topics are? The special about us was nothing happen on us at all , is different from the 3 best friend( Dana,Jossie & Yvonne) that i make in junior time
. I am happy that our relationship is that special than others, may be she is not like those friend that same class with me , sit beside me in class, eat lunch with me or even chit chat with me in class when teacher is teaching. All of this she never do with me , but she study with me every night in night class, eat breakfast and dinner with me almost everyday, sleep on the same double decker bed, share the same toilet to bath(sometimes she snatch my toilet to bath when i go back late), sleep very early (9.45pm-10pm) she will be lying on her bed and i force to sleep that early too wakaka.. wake at (5.45am) because she wake at (5.30am every mornig). But i feel very happy that my life is so " fully book" haha because everyday my time are fixed. Wanted to say " Thank You" to you my dear for being my friend. May be this is our faith that the god make for us. Do you think that our " Friendship" can last for long long long time ?

2006-Rosalin
Rosalin age is bigger than me 2 years but we have a great " memories" between us . The same thing is , we were staying in the same room too (4.2) but she move in about May. Rosalin suppose to stay with a girl but the girl suddenly move out and yvonne move to the next room because of something had happen that i mention just now , so rosalin move in to the same room with me . We play together everyday too!! She is a tough girl, she is not a malaysian but she study very very hard to get good results. Her family background is not very good , thats why she study that hard to go in to university in malaysia. But till today, i still cant find where is she at all.

2007-Ah june ( Chin Ying June )
I know June since 2006 , we study in the same class in that year but our conversation in class was very little till 2007 we are in the same class again . At first i doesnt sit beside to her, the girl that sit beside to me is winnie liew. The friendship of us is because of me again, i am the one that mess things up every time. June and i , is good friend in class.. what time of non sense we also talk together and 38 together. June account was profesional , wakaka i always take her homework to copy de ... hehe

2007- Winnie Liew
As i said before i sit with june , i use to sit with winnie in class. Because of my stupid idiot thinking i mess up our relationship again and agian . By now nothing that i can said to her , the thing that i can said to her is just 1 word " Sorry". Sorry that i am so childish last time , hope that you can forgive me .

2008- Sali ng
I know her since 2007 but our friendship just started from last year 2008. Cute relationship right? A funny girl that i ever seen in my life. At first she was very scary because she always scold people because of people wake her up when she was sleeping. But when you know her style by now , she was a kind girl and a friendly girl. Sometimes her words that she spoke will be very funny and cute because she like too " boom " people very straight. I dont mind because i know her style. Haha, i dont even know how to describe her anymore.

2008- Hok Thiem Yiek
Know him since junior 3, remember the first day in school. When we saw him standing outside of our class j3R , we thought that he stand in the wrong class but all the books he is holding is all the same with us ( all are J3 books). I still remember that the whole class of j3R hate him very much because he like to " Sien" haha...
But after that (2007) almost end of the year , we became friends ..
What also tell each other , he told me that his family and his situation..
He is a good boy and he doesnt have close friends too ... but i think now he had many friends than me now... hehe ....
2008 .... long story about us hahaha.... friend i think only few of us know lah hahaha.....
Friends Forever again ya !!! hehehe

2008- ( Estee,Rennie,Lena & Siet nee )
How can i decribe them? They are my buddy in college. We eat together in school, sit together, hang out together,shopping together and study together .
Nothing special happen to us last year.

2009- ?
What will be happening this year ?
The answer that i will said is " I don't Know".
Nobodys know what will happen this year !!

The only things that i know is , I want to have many many friends!!
I like to hang out with friends !
Who wants to be my pal ? Come and register lah !!
I am waiting liao!!!

Of course there are more friends that i meet too...
Such as, kah yee ( Dady), EVa, poh yee,Ivan and HOK.
Shanny i will not forget you too my K mum!!! hehe

Little Scary !!!

Now life is so short , just heard how my uncle pass away !!
He was reading a newspaper in the office and suddenly die !!!
"LIfe" is so "FRAGILE" nowadays !!
I am scare , very scare one of the day one of my family members will be like this suddenly !!
I think i cant accept it and i will suicide too...
I dono if realy one of the day it happen to me ,how many of my friends and family will come over to talk to me ?
I realy confuse , very confuse!!
I think from today onwards i will be very careful and i will love all of you like i love myself !!!
I will try all my best to love you all by now !!
Trust me i think i can do that !!

Uncle pass away !!

Today when i was on the way to school , i receive a mesag from dad "your 3rd uncle pass away just now 9.17am " . Was little shyok but is not the same feeling, that the meseg i receive 2 year before " Your cousin pass away this afternoon" .

If you ask me why ? I will answer you " I DON'T KNOW" !!!

I think is because of our relationship !!!

My cousin and i was closer and my uncle and i ,i just can said that every year i think only can meet each other 1 or 2 times !!

This i think is my answer !! I feel a little pity to my uncle family and i wana say " Condolences" here to them !

Genting Theme Park ( Chocalate wonderland )

wakaka !!! The Door to the chocalate world !!

The Small rollercoster !!! wakaka

In the Chocalate world !!

Hehehe..... Wei & Me took on the marry go round !!!

To photo that i took !!! "SS" wakaka

The whole body is pain n tired !!!

On friday when to genting and go in to theme park just play for 3 hours and cost me rm 38 !!
When down on saturday 12.30pm but still cant go home !!
Because of somebody i have to stay back in One utama extra 4 hours !!
My leg is pain n my hand is pain too ...

Just back from auntie house and feel very tired today !!
Will post my picture when i get it from my cousin !!!
I wana sleep now !!!
haiz ...

Should i study Investment or E-commerce ??

The lecturer like children , just reading those notes to us like we doesn't know how to read !!

E-commerce like very hard also !!!

Haiz..... who can give me some idea i realy headache d !!!

My god .... realy wana burse d !!!

Wahaha, mumy today arrive kl d but dono wana go and meet her or not !!!

just 2 days, dono why i got those home sick de feeling oh ?

May be i am big enough to think already , i think i realy am old d !!

This year i am already 19 years old , must learn to think, talk and act like an adult !!

Have to change all my atitude by now ..... realy have to ....

Must try my best but i dono i myself can do it or not but i hope i realy can !!!

Worrying my School fees !!

Now i am starting to worry about my school fees !

My school fees is getting expensive and expensive , and i cant get 30% off because i study in kota kinabalu !!

If i realy wanted to finish of my degree as while i need about rm 8xxxx .

My big brother is coming out soon , i have to think wheather my parents have the money to affort me and my brother next year ...

Hope to get discount from the school but dono can or not !!

This problem just making me worry and worry !!

I cant even sleep well because of this problem ...

I need money , money and money !!!

Who can give me money ???

I realy need money to finish off my education !!!

Happy and feel sweet !!!

Happy that all my friends know yesterday i am coming

back from LD to KL !!!

The first mesej was a unexpectable person send to me !!

THat was my dear "WEE" haha !!!

Have a little syok that she remember that when i am going back !!

Other than that my kl friends also knows that send me some greeting too !!

On January 02 , i have a gathering with some of my old friends in Red apple(LD) !!

Just a short 4 hours time we create liao a club name "90'Club" !!

Adviser:雪妮老师 Shanny Wong
President:张嘉正 Levi Chong
Vice-President:谢燕欣 Selena Chia
Treasurer:张芹华 Eva Chong
Member:所有90年的朋友们

This club is just a small little tiny club !!

The purpose that we create this club is just because of a small little red notes "rm10" !!

This rm10 came from the money that we pay more for our meals and we doesn't know how to split the money to all of us so we decide to create it at that time !!

We wanted to have this club so that next time we can have our gathering again and again !!

We wanted to keep in touch to each other !!

We wanted to remember and memories all our memory that we play,eat,sleep or exam together !

This all is just a perfect memory to us !!

IF one day someone come over and said dont make friends with others i think i will suicide, because live in this world doesnt even have friends it is not meaningful at all !!

I want to thanks all my friends for being my pal !!

Love all of u !!

2009 de first day i am back in KL !!

Today is my first day back to kl on 2009 !!
Feel little happy that i am back , because hometown realy make me feel bored like wana become mushroom d !!
This morning woke at 5.50am early in the morning and get on LDtour bus to tawau airport !!
Arrive tawau about 8.15am and check in at 9.00am !!
Have my breakfast at 9.15am and boarding at 9.45am !!
10.00am ready for board !!
1.15pm arrive Lcct and arrive home at about 2.00pm !!
Get settle down all my things !!
And now writting my new blog here !!