I have Many Things to Say but I controlled Myself ~

There is alot of things that i wanted to share but I controlled myself to stop posting ...

I want to be someone who shares among my own ~

I dont want Ppl to Know how i feel of them and i dont want ppl to know what am i thinking now.

What is happening now is what i plan myself ....

I feel so lonely now .. I need someone who really know me well to cure me up..

But there is a bad news that THERE IS NO ONE for ME !!

EVeryone is wearing their own mask to face me .. SO DO i ???

I just want to be ALONE , I want to be ALONE , I am trying hard ...

But my heart is struggling hard here ... Keep making me feeling of going out no matter what kind of plan is that...

I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!