4 days Ago ~~ ( 16/08/2010) Change My life

4 Days ago i saw a big Surprise by myself on the internet myself.
The big surprise is what i wanted, wished, and aim for by the beggining of the semester.
At last i achive my target and get what i had wished for.
I shouted and jumped up high when i saw my result.
Yes !!!! I get 3 A's and 2 B's for my last semester. Unbelievable.

Business Law- B-

International Business- B

Strategic Management- A-

Public Relation - A-

International Marketing - A

Wow ~~ What is this ? This is Flying Colours...

I now really know what is the feeling of getting Good Result although is really stress and tired between the process but i enjoy the time when i get the result.

I am not the only one feels happy but my parents is proud of me too.

I will definitely Good results again for my Degree.. No matter how hard and difficult it is? I will try all my best to do it.

You can do it Selena , i told myself. I wish i really could.

Thanks To all my friends especially the one who keep nag me in class .

Rennie: Thanks for nagging me and support me in class.

Siet nee: Thanks for helping me when i am in troubles.

Gladys: Thanks for telling me sweet things to encourage me.

Lena: You are always the best one . Thanks for believing in me and always says that i will get what i wish for.

Ying Yen: Thanks for supporting me although you are also having problems.

Estee: Thanks for helping when i have problems..

You all are just too perfect to me. Hope all of us have a good time again in our Degree Life.

My Thoughts Are All Wrong ~~~

Why is everything happening to me ??
I just want to be a normal girl that have friends, have family , have my own life...
Why always i need to face something that i doesnt want to face???
Problems starts from many years ago...

Why is it , i cant find someone who can be friend with me for life??
In the beginning , i thought you will be special than others... i thought that i didnt choose wrong..
But in the end , i realise that i am wrong , wrong , wrong... You are not the one i am seaching for.
Its been 4 years... this four years you are fooling me ...
I know sometimes i may b to over... if you dont like pls tell me personally dont keep quiet pls..

Now, you walk out from my heart and someone walks in again....
This time i will try not to treat you like someone i treat 4 years ago...
My style had change but my heart purpose didnt change at all...
need to get some ready for next heart painful process again...
WHy cant life just be easy .. send someone that treasure me more than i treasure them...
If it really have , my life wont be that bad as now...

If you know you are the one that i treasure so much now.. Pls try not to hurt me..
I definetly will cry once more if you do....
Haiz..... Friendships forever never appear anymore...
I try to make things differently ... but bcoz my action do that ,.. things goes even worst...
Is this fair to me ??? I use 100% of heart and i never hope for anything... haiz...

Assignment"s" week ~~

This week will be assignments week....
Everyone rushing assignments and having thier own temper....
I know when everyone rushing assignments will have bad temper...
But i am not your assignment so dont show temper to me...

After assignments exam here again....
haiz... i need to study hard already la... i need the 30% off...
Time flies very fast.. cant believe it ..
I am now enjoying everyday i had in college..
Enjoying every moment i have with my friends....

I guess this sem everybody are crazy....
Anything can be "SUE" we will say sue .. hahahaha
Today when i am having my LAW lecture class.. I mention the "SUE" word again...

Rennie wrote on my paper says that "Start from now you speak english to me okay??" "Promise me?"
I replied(Write on the paper) : " No, i dont want to promise because if i promise and when you cant do it you can sue me" LOL.....
She laugh again... hahahahaha....

AIyor , guys we better say sue here and there... if not wrong i have many sms are talking about i sue you if you broke the promise, you sue me dono. what what what de....
LOL..... we are totally crazy ..... hahahahaha

But its good that we can use what we had learn ... hahahaha....
Looking forward to my second trip to TAIWAN... agrr.. i am going to be broke again ~~~ Yaiks...

I better sleep nw.. its 1am already ... hehe

Last Semester - Last Mid term in DIB !!

Yesterday 27/05/2010 is the last day and last sem of my mid term exam in Taylor DIB....

Am i happy with it ?? If you are refering to exam of coz yes .. i have go through 7 sems mid term so tiredly.... need to burn mid night oil all the way long......

But if you are refering am i enjoying my time with my college friends ?? Of coz yes la .. they are super duper nice friends that i meet ....

Woke so damn early yesterday morning just because i haven study my IB and PR....

7am left home to college , 9am have my IB exam then have 4 hours break...

All of us study in a classroom and get chase out by lecturer just because they have class there.. Shame.... hahaha

2pm have PR exam again until 3pm...

Before PR exam all of us keep says can the clock now become 3pm ?? hahaha...

After exam all of us finally took a deep breath and say "Huuuuh... finally" hahahaha...

3.20pm rush back to ss15 to take konyaku... err... unbelieveable.. RENNIE call me to drive .. say real i dont even dare to drive de actually but just because she trusted me.. so DRIVE lo.... haha

Take things , park car... and deh deh deh.... Finally leave ss15 at 425pm if not mistaken....

reach siet nee house at about 510pm.. just because there is a little jam when we are on the road....

Kilingkalang.... reach siet nee house ... move all the things down the car.....

wait siet nee to finish her shower, online for few minuites...

and then drove off to buy things at 6pm until 6.35 pm then reach siet nee house again....

start arranging things again ... and wait wait wait for the rest to arrive...

Finally we cant wait and get started to eat hahahaha....

Others arrive at almost 9pm... and we get started for 2nd round again.. but i am so damn full that time...

Ah... i miss siet nee grandma curry laksa... it was so delicious but i am so damn full that time...

Siet nee still ask me " Delicious or not ?? dont say it because is my grandma cook de then say delisious".... My dear.. really delicious la.. is just i am so full that time... hehehehe

Play, eat , laugh, fight, take picture, bit, hug, see, sit, stand, open wine, sleep, what we can we do .. we all do... hahahahaha

Have a great day yesterday ....

Reach home at 12.35am...

Cant stand the tiredness so went home early but the rest still in siet nee house until 2am ++..

I guess everyone today enjoy thier sleep...

I sleep from 2am until 2pm this afternoon....

when i wake up i remember that someone call but i dont really remmeber what did i say on the phone ... hahahaha....

Have a nice sleep .. bateri recharge till 100% already... hahahaha

Hope that in the future we will have lots of this kind party la ... ENJOY what WE have and WHAT we GOt now.... hehehe .....

LOVE you guys ...

To : Dear Estee

Estee , estee , estee ~~ Hahahah... you are the last liao ..
Finally i done my BLOG !! hehehe...
Err... Where do we meet ? I guess you are clear than me de la hoh ??
Hahahahaha..... But i still need to say de ..hehe

Aiya .. we meet about in the second week of sem 1 ... outside tbs lift..
You guys make me feel wierd when you all ask " you know how to speak chinese de ah "
Should ask you all "do i really look alike a BANANA" hahahaha..
By the way , i am happy that i look like BANANA coz my english is good ~~ hahahaha

I guess you and me is the one who have a deep relationship together lo ..
You know de la .. We always fight to each other .. haha
But leh .. always i am the one is wrong de ... But did you think back is who wrong actually ?
I guess you ask me now , i also dono how to answer coz i really dono who wrong .. hahaha
Aiya , nvm la .. That is past tense jor .. now we look at present tense de hehehehe...

Wah , i guess i am the lucky on that you like to share your happiness,
sadness or others to me leh...
Hehehehe... I hope after diploma you still can find such friend lo.. But if you cant find still got me .. hehehe.. Remember dont stand too strong ...coz we are small..Although we are the one right ... the adults will always sat they are the one the right one.. i guess you also know lo...
As i say , i cant say too much to you coz this is your family problem.. but i can be your listener ..
Hope you can keep it up ... TRY not to STAND so STRONG ya .... if not you are the one get hurt ...
Be clever ya .. dont hurt yourself anymore... you also know your heart cant effort liao de lo ..
Cry liao heart painful right ?? Try not to cry .. SELENA heart painful also when see or hear you cry .... Seriously .. I scare my friend cry de leh ~~ hahahaha....
Hope you get what i want to say la .....

GANBATEH my DEAR ESTEE !!! All the BEST to you TOO ~~ hehehehe

To : Dear Ying Yen

Hi my friend , Got feel exited or not leh ??

Today your turn le woh ... hahaha

Aiya .. dont worry ... you will feel nice to laugh de.. hahaha ..Hope so la ..

Okay like usual, how do we meet ?? When do we meet ??

Sorry that i cant remember the exact date but somehow i remember is the 2nd week of first sem la...

I remember that , you and sherryn that time is in the same geng one ..

We meet in tbs de lift there de ...

The first thing you all ask me is " You know how to speak chinese ah ?" lol..

The first impression for me is that " DO i really look like a BANANA to you all ?" LOL..

What did i reply you all , i still can remember leh .. hahaha...

I replied " Of coz i know how to speak chinese la , i am chinese educated what" hahahaha...

This is the most funny part i remember .. hahahaha...

I guess , i have ntg much to talk about you ..

Bcoz whatever i want you to help you will just say " OKAY" ,"YES BOSS", "NO Problem" ..

You are such a friend that never turn down anything that we ask for ...

You ah .. better be clever liao .. later ppl take advantage of you how ??

You jaga jaga lah .... Better protect yourself ya ... hehehehe

Oh ya , there is something that i want to tell you .. but hope you dont mind la hah??

hahahaha.... Wei , i know sometimes we and the group have different channels .. but i am now trying to join them... i wont speak but i will listen ....

If you can ?? Join them too ... like this we can learn more things mah ... AGREE boh ?? hahahaha

Its last sem jor ... we need to act like a team ... DOnt stay alone just bcoz the channel is different k ???

We learn from each other... Wuhahahahaha..... Hope you get what i say la .. Coz i always saw you sitting there playing your phone... like you are not related to them so sien leh... you also feel sien right ?? hahahaha.... Now SELENA and YEN will try to JOIN the group k ?? hehehe

You are always my BUDDY yen ~~ hehehehe

To :Dear Lena

Hi, Lena ..
I guess i no need say how we meet coz you have read siet nee post lo hoh ??
Hahaha..

What so special about you ??
You have many many special things can be say de leh ...
hahahaha....
You are a girl that i ever met can see things so positively ..
You are a girl that i ever met can be so happy everyday in front of your friends...
You are a girl that i ever met can simply forget the things that you dont like easily..
You are a girl that i ever met can teach me how to forgive ppl...
You are a girl that i ever met that can make me no worries on you...
you are a girl that i ever met i have nothing more to say ...
You are a girl that i ever met is so perfect to be my BEST friend ...
You are a girl that i ever met always make me feel happy ... hahahaha...
If i really want to say .. i dono 1 blog enough or not ...
I can imagine that your heart is asking yourself now " AM I that GOOD??"
Hahaha... i can tell you , YES you are my dear ...
I always like to find you as my probelm solver because you always give me positive answers..
Others will say "dont think so much", " you think too much" and etc..

Lena my dear , i really dono what can i write now.. i really dono..
Somehow .. sometimes i feel that you are scary too.. bcoz i cant catch what is your heart thinking ..
I dono when did i step on your tail, i dono did i say something wrong that you dont like..
And if one day , your temper cant stand anymore .. i guess i will be frighten by u.. haha
Hope that you can be happy everyday la ... hehehe... Now cant think anything if i think i need to add something i will put different colour and inform you .. hehehe

I LOVE you FOREVER my Dear LENA .. hehehe

Next blog , ( Follow my heart lo) hahaha...

To : My Dear Gladys

Suppose this post need to be post last night , but due to everyone rushing the IM essays so i postpone to this morning.

Hi dear , no need i say you also know this is write for you de la hoh ??

Hahaha.... I guess your post i cant write much and you know why la hoh ?? hehe

Okay lets start , when did we meet ?? I guess you and me also not sure lo right ??

But i remember that i know you is because of (ACCOUNTING I) assignment..

Remember how we rush the whole assignment by two of us ??

i also dono how did we do that ... hahahahaha.... GENG leh ... hehehe

Sem go by sem you ah ... IKUT liao serene their group ... so equal we dont have much conversation to each other ... hehehe

UNtil sem 5 i guess if not wrong then you jump over to our group... What reason ?? You know yourself la ........ hehehehe

Although its short ( sem 5 - sem7) but your time can said that is equal like others de lo ..

Coz you always bully me de leh.... hahaha... nola joking joking ...

You are such a big sister to me ...

Same as others la ...

hehehe take care me ...

Play with me......

Fight with me....

Gossip with me ....

Tell secrets to me ....

Say so many ADULTS talk to me .....

Go toilet with me .....

Go trip with me ....

Go movie with me ....

Go eat breakfast , lunch , dinner and supper with me ....

hahahaha.... so many "ME" hehehe....

What you can do with me , you will do with me ...... Ayy.. dont think "mek mek" haha...

Hehehe... remember how we play stick the wall ??

Wana play again ?? Think back so nice to play hoh?? I still can remmeber is TBS 6.21 leh .. haha

I want to play again , can we play again ?? hahaha

Ah poh , tell you something la...

You know when always you say you got new BF i always have the same feeling de...

Will she get hurt this time?

Will she be happy ?

Will he take care of her?

Anything is possible , i will think .. this same goes to others.. hehe

You ah , take care your feelings ya .. i know not good to say but .. You know i know la k ?? hehe

Anyway , my shoulders is always here for you ... hehehe

Now its time for the BIG "THANKS" part ...

Thanks for take caring me ..

Thanks for bullying me ...

Thanks for accompany me ...

Thanks for crazy with me ...

Thanks for every talk we had...

Thanks for being a big sister ....

Thanks for everything ......

Dont jealous others la aiyor... Now your turn jor....

THANKS MY DEAR GLADYS and

I LOVE YOU so much ... hehehehe

You are always my "DAI GA JIE" that i always LOVE although i got 1 liao ... hehehehe but you still one of mine .. hehe

Next blog , ( tonight you will know)...

To : My Dear Siet Nee

Hi dear , this is the blog that i write just for you .

What should i say first ??

Okay , lets start with when did we meet each other ...

I still can remember that , before you and lena join our class Ms. Joyce told us that next class there will be 2 friends joining us .

When Ms.Joyce says that we all are wondering who are they ? Who are they ?

Hahaha.. and the next class is here... Ms.Joyce want all of us to introduce ourself. After introducing ourself , that is the time you and lena introduce yourself.

The first impression that you 2 give me is that you 2 are so quiet .

And something interesting happen , Lena say " I am from SABAH" !! This is where my heart make me wanted to speak to you two...

Hahaha... tell you something cute , when the class have break , you two went to the toilet and i purposely follow ( how silly am i ) hahaha...

I follow because i wanted to know do you two speak chinese and i wanted to know which part of sabah did Lena came from.. hehehe

Time goes by , we need to form groups for assingnment and i ask Wan ting that do she mind that we same group with you guys .... hahahaha... and now we are a GROUP liao !! hehehe

Say real de i very very "Pei fu " you in the first .. bcoz you get such good results... hahaha

My dear although sometimes you are fierce but you are so cute .. hahahaha

I like the way you fierce hahaha..... Bcoz i know that how you feel everytime when you are speaking and nobody listens to you ... hehehehe

I like the way you push me to do assignments....

I like the way you teach me maths when i dont understand...

I like the way you hold my hands....

I like the way you talk in cute ways...

I like the way you play with me ...

I like the way you " pretend to be cute"...

I like the way you fight with rennie ....

Everything you do i also like .... hahahahaha....

Can you believe that this is our last semester in DIPLOMA ???

Can you believe that we go through the whole Diploma Together???

We sing k Together!

We eat lunch and breakfast together !

We sit together !

We laugh together !

We scold together !

We do homework together !

We do assignment together !

We same group together !

We go trip together !

We sleep together !

We gossip together !

We play ramee together!

We brainstorm together!

Whatever can be done together , We will do it together !!

I cant imagine that in my degree life i have non of you accompanying me ...

And of coz I need to say a BIG " THANK YOU" to you for take caring me in the few years...

You bring so many Food for me to eat .....

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH my DEAR SIET NEE.....

I need to Say "THANK YOU" that you promise me you can be my sister also...

You are not as simple as a friend only but you are my sister ....

You are my FRIEND + SISTER that i always LOVE ...

Wish you Luck Here all the way till the end my dear ~~

REMEMBER what you two had promise me ... You 2 will find me every week when we all are free .... You 2 must make sure that you 2 wont forget me ya .. BIG sisters should not forget the small one !!!!

LOVE you FOREVER my Dear SIET NEE ....

Next , Gladys Blog ...

To : My Dear Rennie

Hi my dear , this few days i had think back the time how we met??

I realise that, we had go through many many things together ....

Still remember that the first day i meet u is on April 1 2008 .

You , Fara and i sit together and fara is the one introduce you to me .

At the first when i meet you , i thought that you dont know how to speak chinese so we speak english to each other , after few conversation in between the 2 hours we started to have some chinese converstation but not really all chinese conversation because we need to take care of fara feelings.

After awhile , fara and i are in the same class which is 1.2 group on Semester one and you are in 1.3 group . This is the only sem i didnt speak much to you but i know who are you .

In the second sem, this is the part where our relationship grow...

Still remember that you wanted me to accompany you to see ms. tang for changing group that time.

And i dono why i so stupid really accompany you there and get scolded by Ms tang .

Once you had change to our class , i admit that something change .

That time i was still 18 years old , i was so selfish you know ??

but now i think back i am stupid. What did i do ??

That time when you join our group,everyone already form thier own assognment groups , and on that time you added in to our class and this is where , estee, lena , siet nee and i have to break out just to let you fit into our group for assignment .

Haha, think back i am so silly but i am glad i didnt do selfish things ...

Still can remember how you keep on find me and say you lost your car key after the exam, I accompany you up and down in tbs to find your car key and at the end the car key is in the other side of your handbag.

Think back you are such a cute girl that i love so much now.

Semester go by semester , now we are already in the last semester .. My dear we had go through 7 sems together can you believe that ?

We sing k together!

We go toilet together!

We had lunch together!

We sit together !

We laugh together!

We go trip together!

We fight together!

We celebrate each other brithday together!

We do assignment together !

We gossip together!

We sleep Together in Taiwan!

Everything can be done by together we will do it together !!

What a interesting story right ??

Oh ya , this few days when i am having nap , i keep thinking the first night in taiwan about your cute little face that you cant sleep. And i am so tired by that time , but i still force myself to open my eyes to see did you sleep. remember that i open several times and everytime i open my eyes you are looking at me .. hahaha... what a cute teddy bear you are...

My dear , I am glad that i meet you in my life .

I am glad that i found someone i really wanted to be friend with .

I am glad that you promise me that you can be my sister .

I am glad that you are my teddy bear.

I am gald that we are FRIENDS + SISTERS.

And i hope that in the future i can add on even more GLAD...

LOVE you Forever my dear Rennie.

Next , Siet nee Blog ~~ hehe